love is just a fucking melodic drama
ripped heart, ripped skin
scars in , scars out
bleeding inside , got no one to heal
lying on the floor
staring at the ceiling of the room
tryna smile like a fool
can’t hold it anymore
hoping for the best
the worst is happening
assuming the worst , hurting herself
eyes closed , feeeling moments
the feeling, forgot the way how it felt
looking deep into the mirror , pointing herself
she’s breaking down
still pretending
tired of pretending ?!
no , she ain’t
bullet in her heart
got no one to hold her
falling down , got no one to save her
went through thick and thin
got no safe place
lost the happy place
still wondering
thinking if it’s forever ?
she tryna be a bitch
but she can’t
hoping for the best for everyone
made a fool out of herself for others
she is falling apart
spilling what’s on her mind
but no one tryna understand
she got herself for the rest of her life
but still fingers crossed