My heart is in the deepest grief,
my eyes are deprived of belief.
The anxiety is extreme, and happiness is lost.
I can’t bear the pain
and don’t want joy.
The poet inside me is awaken,
the human inside is dead.
I never expected the day to be so black
and my feelings so dark.
The air screams and surroundings are numb.
My belief has gone and nothing is found.
I feel so lost with no way out.