Tears in eyes, tears inside
I am tired
I stay up obsessing over fears
In my tears the sun reflects a sparkle, a fire
My happiness perishes in the flames etched into existence by my dissatisfaction with life
Content is a contest contended by my soul, my heart and my mind
I venture deep into my soul on an expedition to dig up pieces of me that existed once upon a time
A time where i loved myself

Tears in eyes, tears inside
I am tired!
I question the novelty of my existence
I feel pinned down, like a tent by a guy
Infatuation at the thought of the way and day I’ll die
The songs played and words said, masking lies
I hale a picture so hale in its pinning, a contradiction of the truth inside
The hatred resides in the crevices of my soul, riding on my fears like a jouster ready to knock out the last bit of love I feel

Tears in eyes, tears inside
I am tired.