She knows she’ll get all that she wants Only if she tries
But what if she wants to let them go
Or on a distance
for she wants to live for something.
She is fed up of a swim for fun
She wants to dive to search
A search of life
A search of joy
And even then she wants to get lost
Maybe she wants to dive deep
So deep that when she comes back to the shores,
The light blinds her and the air chokes her for the dive couldn’t do it.
Maybe the sand will engulf her
For one thing is sure it has to one day
When her brain stops working
When her heart stops beating
Then she’ll go up
As up as she always wanted to
Above the highest peak
Above the clouds
Above where there is no air
For she doesn’t need it anymore
Now all she wants is
That the left behind always smile. They shall always be in joy
For she has never been in so
She had just been alive
Never live.
Maybe now she’ll live
Maybe now she’ll fly
For she is away and free
For now she can be she.